Help me find a way, to bring me back to You

Begging for a broken heart

Begging and pleading actually... I'm at one of those times in my life where I feel so distant from God, and I gotta say not the biggest fan. I am uncapable of being satisfied without the presence of God in my life, I'm along the lines of miserable without Him... and I'm pretty sure it shows to everyone around me.. It's my fault I know, I've been neglecting the relationship for the last couple weeks, life has gotten in the way...not a good excuse at all..

So now I'm on my knees begging for a broken heart, to bring on the rain, because I need to feel Your presence God, and while storms aren't very fun, I need You to come and invade my life, if it takes something hard to do it then I'm willing to go through it, should You choose to do the opposite and just bless me I will be more then grateful, but I need to feel your presence God, I need to see Your glory....

I've made the last couple weeks about me..was so selfish in everything I did... Right now I'm willing to do anything to hear you say my name God, to hear you say that who I am is quite enough...

"A broken heart and a contrite spirit, you have yet to deny, your heart of mercy beats with love's strong current"

Time to get back to my part of the relationship..I'm not very good at this relationship thing (clearly we've all seen that in my life) It's a lot of work. amazing how easy it is for God to want to spend so much time with me and love me and it's the biggest struggle for me...it's a part of being human I guess..

I'm really sorry about that God, you know my heart desires you but my actions don't always show it, help me work on that, and be the child you long for me to be...

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going

But faith is moving without knowing

Can I trust what I can't see to reach my destiny?

I want to take control but I know better

God I want to dream again, take me where I've never been

I wanna go there, this time I'm not scared

Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable

No one can touch me, nothing can stop me